Overwhelmed

What direction to go, what to do, who do I talk to, who had I better not talk to. All politics
even in every day life? This shouldn't be so difficult. A young life is gone and we don't have any answers. Perhaps I'm the one making things so difficult with my indecision. My indicisiveness
only concerns what to do first, what direction to go first, that's all. At this point I feel overwhelmed but perhaps that's only because I feel stuck in my direction - not my resolve.

We may never find the answers but for Kevin's honor we have to try. At least I have to anyway.
It is an issue deeper than that. Every single life is valued. Our human society is based on the
value and dignity of each and every person and this one person is my son. So whatever I can do
I guess I have to. It's my responsibility first of all because I'm his mother.